I had so much inside my head that I wanted to pour into this section of the blog for the past six months, but just didn’t make it. The stuff has just accumulated so much that I’m not even sure where to start now. Yes…it’s been too long (for me at least!). Changes ? Too many! The little baby has gone through massive amount of changes if it’s not obvious already. Even my daughter has grown so much in the past six months. I looked at her photo from 6 months ago and from recent one…geez…. what has happened !!!
Please excuse the not so-smooth reading. It’s because there are so many things want to come out from this head at the same time and my fingers are just typing away uncontrollably. Iven is 10 months. Say it again ? 10 months ? goodness. I have no idea how I made it to 10 months. I really don’t. It’s like the whole thing it’s a huge blur. That newborn I was talking about 6 months ago if you remember… now is crawling and pulling up to stand and CLIMBING !!!! and have I mentioned also with 7 teeth and now working on his molars and has been the crankiest baby on the block perhaps. I’m smothered in his drool (so is the carpet and everything else in this house). God blesses me because I’m still nursing him (ouch!!) in fact there were lots of ouchhy moments. He was thiiissssss close from getting weaned because he wouldn’t stop biting his food source! (me). You don’t bite the hand that feeds you, but of course the baby could care less. Anywho, we survived and I am super glad he wasn’t weaned and I decided to stick it out (literally!!) and yes..we are still happily nursing at 10 months and I’m hoping to go beyond one year again.
Regardless, I still love this boy to death. I feel like I get to know this boy better and better. I understand his personality and characters much better now. It’s just amazing to see they have these from birth. He’s a very sweet and easy going boy (when he is not teething!). My neighbors may disagree because he has been screaming at a super high pitch (I’m surprised no glasses has broken yet, but my ear drums are about to burst!!). Not sure he’s doing it for fun or he’s irritated by his teething or combination of both or none of the above. All I know, the screaming has been going off every 30 seconds or less (please don’t hate us if you happen to be at the same restaurants with us or at grocery stores!). At this age, he is also going through separation anxiety. He is probably very happy if I have a mama kangaroo pouch on my belly. He’ll be so happy to be in that pouch and just glued to me all day. It’s very sweet really…I love the cuddles and kissing him all day long, but at the same time with him being so demanding at the moment, means I could hardly get things done in the house. The only reason I can sit down here and type right now is because one, he is sleeping and two, I go against my will to go to bed as soon as he sleeps. I need some outlet !
Okay, that’s the soon-to-be toddler! My sweet 3 1/2 year old girl ? She’s still as sweet as sweet can be. I love being around her and doing things with her. It’s amazing how much her language has evolved and she has turned into a little girl instead of a toddler.
I love seeing both of them together too. When they interact with each other, it’s just fun to watch (of course until someone cries or unhappy! lol)
I live for this day 🙂
Until next time again …. (hopefully not when they are teenagers already!)